Monday, 26 November 2007
hiyayayaya!
Coffee prince was great ,
im a coffee lover too =D
hiyyayayaya !
i love the story line la ! so damn cute =D
okay , lets get into my world abit shall we?
i am yide , so ?
i feel like this world is falling apart .
I Don't give a fuck ,
i don't see the point to act good boy leh .
Tell you the truth i feel like killing him when you said that ,
althought it's my fault ,
okay la ,
i will live better ,
I WILL PROVE TO MY FRIENDS I CAN LIVE HAPPLIY
without anyone .
i am tired ,
too tired ,
i need someone to hug to
anyone will do ,
slowly ,
the worst thing is
im breaking into 1/2
i don't want anyone to see that side of me ,
i will run away ,
thats what i do best isn't it ?
independence from now on,
you did't know .
killing my feeling for you ,
is a thousand time more painfull then
anything .
kiss and cry .
crying is to let myself feel better ,
i find myself so childish ,
like a baby ,
so clueless now .
Anyway lets keep myself busy ,
that might work ,
clean then wash then cook ,
coz in this house i am living in ,
im alone .
even there is people beside me ,
im still alone .
Rage is not me ,
being calm is so fake ,
peacefullness is a lie ,
gentleness is too girlish
cool is too boyish
so am i?
just me and me .
two fish . that's why .
i realise maybe love is for everyone else ,
not for me ,
alone is what that god wants me ,
because of a mistake ,
I hate him , i really really do .
Mr chua , YIDE!; 20:28
